Prayer for me

dear Lord, I commit Nars in your hands
i know she loves you and the only reason why she is able to withstand the constant struggle is that You are with her and she knows that.
so Lord, i asked that you continue to guide her and give her the strength to forgive her mum everyday.
Lord I also ask for you continue to work in her mum that one day she will come to the saving knowledge of you Lord.
Lord sometimes we dont understand what is happening but yet Nars know you enough to trust that the seed had been sowed in her mum and one day it will bear fruit.
how it is going to turn out, we leave it to You because you are our Father who knows best.
I also commit Nars health in your hands. In the name of our Lord Jesus, I speak healing into her.
Lord I asked that you healed her of her cancer. Also strengthened her soul and spirit Lord..
that she will continue to trust you as she seek treatment.
Lord I thank you for the doctor and cell group that you have given her.
I pray Lord that you used them to encourage her as she goes through this difficult times.
Father I also pray for protection for her children. Lord I know that you love them more than her and You will be there always to watch over them.
I also pray for finances for her. Lord where there is anxiety in Nars about finance, I ask your peace be upon her. Let her trust you to provide in ways that you have done for her in the past.
I speak against ungodly thoughts and doubt and even false guilt that the devil have planted in her mind.
in the name of Jesus, I rebuke and command that they will be gone and Lord You will breathe a fresh anointing into her life and the she knows and she knows and she knows deep down in her spirit that You have already released her and forgive her.
i ask that the blood of Jesus cover her and her childredn and enable her to see hope even when her physical eyes may not see it.
thank you Lord for loving her and her children.
I pray and ask in the name of our Lord Jesus. Amen.

from CN

Toby's leg's in a cast for 7 weeks

I should thank God in all situations. Thank God that I went for second opinion and this doctor detected the fracture in Toby's foot. Thank God that I can forgive the maid who mopped the floor till it was so slippery and didn't tell anyone, including Toby who ran and slipped and rammed his foot into the door frame.

Links - Songs I like

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhrcmDFt02c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGX66RlqlNs&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5PqydMA1kA&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Deq4z2HhpZo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzllVlzzeuo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3S6UVS2JDE

Penny-wise

Lump

It's been a long, long while after the initial diarrhoea of entries and updates. I've been occupied by a 1.6cm by 0.9cm lump recently.

I discovered it on 19 Oct and immediately warning signs started like the lights on top of the police car or ambulance. The first time I discovered a lump like this was way back in 1990 (or was it 1991 ?).

The next morning, I brought Toby to see the doc; follow-up for his chest pain on 1 Oct. I went to see the doc too. She gave me a referral to see Dr Yong WS at SGH. I got an appointment on 24 Oct.

First visit to Dr Yong - tests, tests and more tests. Review was on 31 Oct where the results didn't seem too good and more tests were arranged. Review today was ... atypia cells. According to Yahoo, "Atypia means that the cells look different from normal cells." The tests neither confirms that there are cancer cells nor confirms that there are none. Doc calls it a 'fence-sitter'.

And so, I have an op scheduled on 12 Nov. Not day surgery but if all goes well, I can go home within a day. Not sure what are the differences but if the doc says so, do so, no?

Told mum, she wanted more details but I don't have them. I read (or tried to) the medical report. Only words I understood were : a, an, the, is ... and the like, you get the picture.

So, if I'm away for a while again, you know why.

Keep me in your prayers!

ps: remember that through all this, God has a plan for me. Jer 29:11